Baitman

What a day :)
So so tiring!! but....good day :)
Akshu went for baitman without me :(
Whats Baitman ?
So, a couple of days before I came here, to this PLACE! We went shopping and I parked in the movie theater. When we came back she saw the advertisment board for the movie "Avengers", and she asks me all cutely, "whats that?"
And I'm like that's like the justice league, except it the heroes who have strength as thier prime power.
So she's like "Why's batman no there?"
And as I start to explain, instead of batman, I say "Baitman" :/
So after that the movie was no longer called "Avengers" it was officially renamed "baitman" by my baby :P
So we decided as soon as it releases we'll both go for it together.
BUT!!!!
She decides to go for it today, with her friends.
Issss ok Akshuuu :*
I'm not angry.
But, speaking of avengers...
I think my Akshu became off one today. She was complaining about her hatred towards male species.
I think she just wants to kill our race xD like the male part :P
buttttt....... apparently I'm not included :P
Such a cutie :*
8 days baby :) 

Family?

So I'm on this holiday...
The soul purpose for coming to dubai was to celebrate my cousins newly wed life.
Dubai has rules about getting married, if you're not a local....you can't.
My cousin has being staying here for the last 13 years and last year on the 11of 11,2011 she decides to get married.
My LARGE and supportive family is excited and obviously assumes that we would all be there, but because of dubai and its rules, sadly that couldn't happen. SO! my cousin and her fiance decide to get married in seychelles, and it was decided that we have a reception in may when everyone has holidays and the large family can come down to celebrate the first cousin/niece's wedding.
That would be now! and the main reason why I'm here.
BUT!!
Because some people have problems in life and have their nose stuck in the air.... it's meant to FUCK up everyone else's life.
I apologize for not posting as promised yesterday, I was quite angry about this.
It seems that the reception has been called of... for now (is what they say).
I don't really care. I'm just angry, I miss my Akshu so much. I want to hit someone.
Family it seems.

My Chuchi Pie

Oh dear! 

I really never ever get time, my apologies! 

But I think for the next 11 to 12 days I will be posting faithfully everyday :) 

Firstly because I'm so far away from my chuchi pie, had to come to this stupid dubai again.

But its ok I guess family and all... once in a while is fine.

I promised my Akshu it won't be so long..

I miss her so much already.

On the other hand she's in pretty kerala, going on sunset cruises and all with out me :( 

We'll go back Chuchi :* 

So today is the second day in Dubai, I didn't get a chance yesterday to post about it, so this is to make up for it.

Nothing much happened, we were just waiting for the full family. 

Akshu thinks I have a very BIG family, just cause there are 21 ppl staying in the same house, and this is not even the full family.....

Ok it's a little big :P 

But she has one too you know :P 

Yes chuchi pie is the new name :D 

Thanks to her mumma :) 

Whole new beginning

So dreams can become reality :)
Who would've known !
But it was worth the wait to find out. It really has been long since I have posted, I was supposed to as soon as exams were over, but clearly that didn't work out.
Well since then lots & lots has happened, but lets keep this space for all the good stuff.
So, long story short since exams were done we met less, untill I went to Dubai.
The promise since then was that we are going to make "US" official as soon as I'm back :)
And that was the day before yesterday.
16th of april 2012 is OUR date, it marks the beginning of US.
I Love Her :)
And I don't really care what happens after this, but it was a decesion worth making, a wait worth waiting.
"It's fine by me, if you never leave
And we can live like this forever
If you never leave" 

Love ?

Love is a very fascinating phenomenon.
It's interesting how we're all held up in believing that love is an emotion from the heart, which isn't true.
Its our mind that decides when we "fall in love" .
For example, there was once a girl who was shy, underconfident and an introvert. Finally one day she found a guy who she "fell in love" with, this guy was an extrovert, certainly not shy and brimming with confidence. So it was obvious that she saw in that man, that he had things which she lacked, and therefore decided in her head that he was the right person for her or in other words she "fell in love".
So, the emotion of love is triggered when your mind realises that someone is important to you because the persons assertiveness or ability to make you laugh is what could probably attract him or her.
Now, taking the first part. In aksh there are many things which I see she has that I don't, which is why my curiousity is high, as to how it is possible for her to do things which I can't. But, most important of it all, the very gist of this post.
I love how SHE feels about love, how it is such a magical enterprise. Me, on the other hand, feel that its a game of the mind mixed with media influence or movie watching (sorry hollywood).... which is boring and blah. Whereas, to have the ability to actually know how to approach love as a magical experince and possibly a fairytale requires a integral understanding, now she wouldn't know how she's doing this, for obvious reasons that its all her subconscious mind at work.,which again is something mine can't perceive (unfair) intead its held up with logic. So! concluding I can say- I have fallen in love with her :)

Just an update

THREE WEEKS :O
It's becoming a bit annoying these exams, keeping me away from her.
18 days till they are over, not that long, but still.... IT'S LONG :(
Well on the brighter side we get to text so that it's not so bad, texting isn't enough sometimes. On the night of the last post we spoke, poor thing was scared cause no one was at home ( no you're not lame aksh). She said she was less scared after we spoke :) 
heheh :)
Yesterday night we started on our fairytale, I'd probably post the whole thing once its done, but it would probably be the last post ever :P
The summer days are getting so hot! But its a good sign that its here :D
Yesterday was holi, festival of colours. With my friends festival of eggs!
Remind me to tell you the story of the most epic holi aksh :D
Sony :) 

Note to summer: PLEASE COME FAST!

Oh dear god I hate exams!!!
Well, 4 down and only 2 to go, but the next exam is only after 17 DAYS!!
My brain is so dry and mushed. All this studying is driving me insane.
On the other hand, while studying, I'm constantly thinking about summer.
Summer has always been the best time of the year :)
Spending it with her is only going to be a hundred times better :D :D
But the problem is I'm only thinking about that :P
Its been two weeks and four days since we've actually met, I mean there's exchanging of looks and hand waves before my exam starts (when her exam finishes only then I go in for mine) so other than that, its distant contact :(
I miss her so.
But I guess not to worry, summer is to look forward to :)
I promise to make it the best summer for her! 
Ninu Akshu :)