Peace forever.

Day after tomorrow, it will be a week since i saw her.
Today is three days since i've spoken to her.
We're not fighting or anything, her mom is out of station so she's in her cousins place.
Yesterday 4 friends met with an accident. Three of them are dead, I didn't know them very well, but they were still friends.Only after one of them died did I know that he was a family friend.
I need her more than ever, the week so far has been rough, intense practicing for the concert on saturday, and studying for my boards exams on monday ( it's hers too)
And this.
May their souls Rest in absolute peace, whether I knew you'll well or not.
My ex did, very well actually, and she's completely broken, and can't stop crying.Her current boyfriend was best friends with two of the three who died, and apparently he was also supposed to be with them...
He's devastated.
The reason I'm saying this, I can't promise that that may not happen to me, but I promise to try. It's not their fault, they were at the wrong place at the wrong time.
But aksh, I love you.
I promise il always be there. 

Live, Love, Dream, Ride.....

I dreamt about her last night :)
Except, now when I dreamt about her, I actually know my dream girl :D
How its come such a long way :)
First it was this random dream girl that I was dying to know, to OMG! there's a girl that looks exactly like her and she's in my school :O
And now I know her, I Love her, I can be there for her :)
Anyhow.
Last night my dream about her was divided into three parts -
First part- We were going for a ride, and we were on this flyover and the flyover was a garden, and we were playing this dodge dodge game :P we were avoiding the flowers! and we ended up in the airport.
Second part- Well apparently she had a house somewhere in the airport. When we reached there she said I'm going to change, and I said so will I :)
We were going to Mumbai, apparently our school was shifted there :P
So she was taking rather long to get ready (as USUAL) so I decide to go to her "house".
When I reach there, she opens the door and decidesto take a run up to hug me :D :D
and well she just continued to be on me with her legs around my waist, it was pretty awesome that she didn't want to let go :)
then suddenly her mom came to the door and she say's "Oh gosh! You two and your LOVE story".
It felt good to know that she knew about "us".
And then suddenly, her brother comes :O
In reality he's a typical elder brother, protective of his younger sister, but it tends to be a bit scary and an obstacle but hey! it's all worth it :D
anyhow in the dream he came out in his boxers (only :P ) (no I'm not gay)
And he say's "What is going on!" then she decides to get off me (Damn)
And angel say's "we're getting married"  ( XD )
And then he turns to her mom saying "what the hell, no fair ma! :( "
I'm not so sure how to react to that :P
The next thing, I'm on a call with I have no idea who....
and this class mate of mine appears (sanju) and I decide to abuse her, and her brother finds it hilarious :P
Third part- We're on this beach on a dinner date, no one else is there... and there are candles risnig from somewhere.
Suddenly, this boy (who loooovvveeeeessssss her ;) and incidently was her ex-crush, she like him for some crazy amount of years.... hmmm ;) ) anyhow,
this boy comes, and goes down on one knee to propose to her, and she's like "Dude! I'm not the one who likes you, its my brother who does" XD
and he's like, OH! Bye!
and we continue our date and then I just wake up :P
Dreams are funnny I tell you... every little bit of it.
But well dreaming about her brings me happiness, that very glance of her face gives me this chill and electricuted feeling all at the same time.. a feeling I really can't explain, but I love it everytime it happens :) 

Its just plain love and madness :) :*

So this is a combination post, since I couldn't post on big L dayNothing very exciting happened on that day, but i sent her roses :D and Oh My God!
What hell I had to go through to get that damn thing delivered, anyway she got it in time, that's what matters :)
Anyhow we both had gifts for each other and until today we didn't get a chance to give it to each other.
Today! was the most awesomest day, not only cause I saw her but also we got to give each other our gifts..
AND OMG!!!
She is the most adorable thing on this earth :D
Well she gave me a CD with with all our favourite songs, as said before "We have this way of communicating with music" :)
And my gosh, who knew she could draw SO DAMN WELL!!!!
See :) (left one :P)
Well I gave her some lame letters and lots of writing in a red box (in the picture on the right) , but she really loved it :)
Im happy.
Today was an awesome day :)
It was a brief meeting with  her, but I spent time with her :)
I Love You Aksh.
The cup is my drawing :P
the awesome one is hers :) :D 

You light up my world like nobody else.

Ah.... Its that time when we both have exams and I can't talk to her cause she has no phone and no access to the net anymore :(
But its ok I guess, its just for a while... till these wretched exams are over.
And moreover I have this, so it helps if I can't talk to her... when she see's this (whenver she can that is)
She'll know what I was going to tell her if we actually had to speak that day.
You know.... things like,
You're Pretty :) or
You're my angel :) or
You're the best thing :) or
I Love You Meery :D XD
OR!!!!
Maybe even a loooooong kissie like-
Mmmmmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaahhhhhhhh :D

Well I was going through one of my friends' albums (He's a professional photographer) And I found this, And I couldn't help but notice, It looks so much like us :) 

See :) 
Well that isn't us, But its very much like our scene types :P
Oh and we have this way of communicating through songs, its quite apt always :)
This is for you Akshu :)
I Love You 

Reach for the stars

She really is something :)
Since 31st Jan the next most "Eventful" thing was our graduation.
As I mentioned before, we both graduate together. She in tenth and me in Twelfth
So the outfit for the night was a Saree for her, and a Suit for me.
You can't even imagine how amazingly beautiful she looked!
From her diamond like earrings to her awsome like shoes ( which btw she carried off extremely well, unlike most of the girls who walked like they were walking on quick sand)
and not to forget her hair.... That hair! Im telling you, the reason it falls so well is because, this God no... he combs it for her with his magic comb everyday, she knows but she won't tell me.
And the awesome part is, she never wears "Thhhaaatttttttt" much make up and yet what a angel like face :O
Its unbelievable!
We'll get back to her, but before that, the graduation in general was very very nice. Spectacular in fact.
A really awesome way to end my (and maybe her) years of schooling :)
Everything, from the speeches to the prettynes to the candles burning to the pictures, all bring about the craziest of emotions and some solid memories.
But yes back to her, we finally got a picture together, many actually!
And they all turned out awesome :)
She's one perfect angel I tell you. Speaking of which she was wearing this white and silver-ish saree, SO angel like !!!!
Well after all this halla-ba-loo... and the dinner blah  blah.
Corner House! An old graduation ritual almost.
CH is an ice cream parlour... always open for after we're done with our grad :)
I just know when she needs talk to me or maybe when she just "needs" me.
I wasn't supposed to go there, instead i was to go for a friends' surprise.
But I needed to talk to her. I Love her.
Hopefully that night she understood to some extent that I really do love her and that I don't want her to think otherwise.
And no matter what... I'd always be there!

Oh and one more thing, we have this REALLY scary telepathic connection thing....
I ain't kidding, I SWEAR TO GOD!
It exists, and it is freaky as ever! I mean, its amazing and all but sometimes it just scares the living daylights out of me.
Oh and best typo since the last post - MEERY!!!  XD LOL!!!